The group

The pain, the suffering, the truth……

Why must it hurt, Why me? There are other people this could happen to, but no it happens to me.

They’d cared once before, but it seems like they don’t…. The only thing I have is myself, my music, some of my friends and skating….That’s it.

I sometimes feel like giving up, but I haven’t yet…

I laid in bed, letting my thoughts pour through out my mind.

Thinking of what people have done and how I am now because of them.

I shake my head to clear my head, I shouldn’t be doing this right now, and I should get up. I have a busy day.

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I walk in to the big white building with my bag of cloths and other things.

-Okay miss Lights, here’s the room you’ll be staying in the doctor will come and see how you’re progressing. The nurse says, as she is walking away I notices her light blue scrubs.

I sat there playing with my keychain, while waiting for the doctor.

I looked out the glass window that showed the nurse station and the hall way. I then notice a tall man and some other guy looking over at my room. Shouldn’t they be in there rooms? I hurry and look away.

-“Hello Miss Lights, how are you feeling?” The doctor says, while walking into the room.

-“I feel better then I was.”

-“Great to hear that, this will be your room you will be staying in.”

-“okay, can I leave when I want and come back?”

-“Yes, but some days you’ll have to stay here.”

-“Okay.”

After the doctor and I are done talking I put my things away, and start putting things I need on the table that’s on the side of my bed.

After organizing my things I head to one of the room that the doctor said I could go to.

I walk into the room, its empty no one is in here…That’s good, I brought my art binder and my phone. I sat at one of the table and set my things down. I pull out some paper and grab a pencil.

-“Time to draw”

I draw a basic head and add details; it looks like my best friend. She is so beautiful. This will be something that will look amazing on my wall.

I sat there looking around for something else I could draw. I look out the window and look at the cars and trains passing the hospital.

I should draw myself riding the train like I do all the time, sitting there in my seat with my bag and skates. Or I could draw my self waiting for the train.

I decide to draw my self just getting of the train.

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I sat in the room for a while and decide to put my things away and go to the cafeteria to get something to eat. I walk to the elevator and push the button to go down. The doors of the elevator open and two tall men walk out, aren’t they the guys from earlier?

I hurry and walk into the elevator and head to the cafeteria.

I grab some food and got a “to go box” and go back to my room.

I sat on my bed and opened my box; I start to eat my food. While eating I heard over the intercom something about a code something, I can’t remember what it was. But it was on my floor I look out the window and see nurse and doctors running to a room. I put my food down and look out my room to see what was the matter, it looked like some guy fainted or something on the floor to his room. I looked at him and notice he had red hair and light skin. I hope he is okay.

I continue to stand there and watch, Miss Claire see me standing there and walks over.